A Dove From Heaven and A song Given to Me When I Wa Feeling Very Discouraged While at The Wellness Center. A real Experience. A Living Testimony

This Song....
Was given to me by Esther Evans. My husband's older sister. The one that is beautiful inside and out.
She sent it to me at a time when I was at The Wellness Center. I was struggling inside myself. Feeling very isolated, alone, suffering alot and discouraged. 
I was going through so much. Giving all I had in me to live and move.  And in that weakened state, Abba gave me resilience and fortitude. He held me up. 
As I sat alone in my room...I began to cry. Crying so hard, I was worried a nurse would hear me. My tears were a thousands of words to Abba.  Words I could not say. But felt and the words came out of me to Him in my tears and sighs in that moment. 
After some time. After I had no more tears. I just sat there. Thinking. I don't know if I ever told you this...
But a very Big Pure White Dove sat next to me on my bed. I was sitting on the side of the bed. 
I looked over at The Dove. And noticed head was turned to me and The Eye was upon me. 
The eye was so filled with Love. It was black. But not black like we know. Like a precious soft beautiful black. Filled with So much depth of love.
Then The Dove held The Wing up. And pulled me tenderly into and under The Wing, comfortably to The chest, the bossom. The Eye still upon me. This Dove was the purest white I ever saw. And the wings, where strong, yet soft. Their design was perfect. 
The under belly of the wings and bossom were very very downy soft. And felt like I was covered well and felt so safe and sure too. 
I do not know how long I was in that moment. 
My phone dinged and I looked away at it. 
And The Dove Left. 
But it was a right and good moment for The Dove to leave. I looked at my phone. It was a text from Esther. With a beautiful compassionate message to me and the link to this song. I think she had said one of her daughters shared it with her. I think Jennifer. 
I listened to that song at least 3 times. Crying tears that were way different than before. Tears of how loving Abba is. How He is with me. How His ways in our sufferings are beautiful and filled with life and goodness for me. I felt secure in Him. Anchored in Hope that never disappoints. So loved. 
That song. It was perfect for me and the timing was perfect as well.
I had many "living testimonies," while there. 
By others at the right time for many reasons. 
I realized my love and tenderness for Abba was spilling out onto others as well. 
Loving, kind things. A song I sang in the hallway to a resident in the that had beginning alzhimers. 
He said he would not remember it.  But he sung it with me and cried while he sung it. All the nurses and techs. Heard and saw this. Because I sang loud and beautiful. Like I never had begore or can even do. 
See my mouth, lips and throat was still in very rough shape and hurt really bad still. But God. Caused me to sing perfectly. 
Many little things and some big moments, in The Valley happened through others and even through me, by The Spirit. And many little things happened to me through others by The Spirit. They outweigh they evil deeds of others there. The meanspirited ones that worked there. Their meanspiritedness increased. But they were few in number...compared to Abba and His Lovingkindneses of His ways and in those who loved Him and His ways. 
I can not count them all. 
After all, we belong to Him. We live and move and have our being in Him. 
He Is our Everything we need and could Hope for. 
I am tender for Him. 
This tenderness, that folks that love Him have, is very unique and beautiful. 
It truly sets us apart in life and in all our trails and storms. Every circumstance. Every detail of our life. 

I love you all, Kim 

Flowers
Samantha Ebert
Lyrics

Well, blue skies and hillsides feel so far away
And I wrote in my notebook that I've seen better days
Than the ones as of late
I can't bear the weight

The rain won't stop pouring out my windowpane
And I haven't left my bedroom in 76 days
I wish something would change
'Cause I'm losing faith

So I brought it up in a desperate prayer
Lord, why are you keeping me here?
Then He said to me, "Child, I'm planting seeds
I'm a good God and I have a good plan
So trust that I'm holding a watering can
And someday you'll see that flowers grow in the valley"

So whatever the reason, I'm barely getting by
I'll trust it's a season knowing that you're by my side
Every step of the way
And I'll be okay

'Cause I brought it up in a desperate prayer
Lord, why are you keeping me here?
Then He said to me, "Child, I'm planting seeds
I'm a good God and I have a good plan"
So trust that I'm holding a watering can
And someday you'll see that flowers grow in the valley

Mm, mm

When I'm on the mountain and looking down below
I'll see a valley of flowers that needed time to grow
And I'll thank you for the rain
The hurt and days of pain

And I'll bring it up in a grateful prayer
Thank you, Jesus, for keeping me there
You know just what I need, and you've planted seeds
'Cause you're a good God with a real good plan
And you hold my world in a watering can
So I can have peace 'cause flowers grow in the valley

Song....
https://youtu.be/SapQ3pRUnNE?si=zXJHq54JA7hZXTru

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