God Has Shortened The Time
In these last 3 years, maybe even before...I have felt time shortened. Seemingly more with each season and in each year.
Lately I have felt an anxiety about it. Because what I want to do, I can't. Only can do what I need to do. But those need to do is pushed into the night...so I can chose to make precious time with my grandchildren.
Choices have to be made in our lack of time now.
What is important?
I feel keeping home clean and tidy is important. But isn't Abba God and Children and Family and Others more important than anything else we could put first in front of them?
At the end of the day, which comes quickly now...when my husband gets ready to go to work at night, I give him my time. Then when he leaves at 9pm...I tidy and clean up.
Although throughout the short day I tend to do necessary tidying and taking care my furkids. As well as see my grandchildren. I love my little chats with Jonathan and Abby as well. I make sure to try to make spurts of time with them, if I can too.
I noticed I don't get to do crafts, crochet, and do "self" interests at all.
I reflect on this from time to time...because I loved to do them. But I sacrifice it for what's more important....Abba and Others.
Time is short. That means Life is too.
Sometimes I feel frustrated...looking at all I need to do and want to do "today" while its still today...
In my home. No matter what "Home" is.
And how fast time went by, within seemingly minutes...it has become hours gone. And I still want to do so many things. Needful things. Even my time with Abba feels shortened. Which hurts my heart because I love my time with Him in the mornings.
I long for Glory. Where eternity is and time stands still in shalom and rest.
I will choose Him and Others.
Because everything else can't compare to love, memories,
time spent with them.
We can take all that within us, in our hearts...Home to Glory.
But not everything else.
Yet we are accountable to Him in all things.
We need His Counsel, Guidance and Help.
Yet there is a very important Truth. We must be good Stewards of all things. In and to Honor our Father God.
So whatever we put our hands to, let's put our hearts into it too.
Pleasing Him, with the gift of life while we yet still live and breathe.
It is compassions and mercies of Him to each of us...
Each new morning.
Late at night when I get into my bed of faith to rest.
Even when I'm so exhausted. That is when I reflect deeply with Abba about my day. How I spent it. Did I make it count.
I am never without Him. All day long, I talk to Him. Think about Him. Pray over everything. Even things like cooking, filling big pots of water, walking across the room without falling, asking Him to help me remember things. To give me strength. Joy.
A mind and heart that is set on Him and how I should be. I ask Him to heal bad memories of trauma that may invade my mind. I give it to Him to take the memory away completely and secure the good ones. He does.
I forgive quickly and ask Him to help me not to judge other people by what harms they cause, decisions they make and how they choose to live their lives without Him.
But to just know He is God of each them too. His Word states, He knows what each person say, do, plan, think and act on to harm others and us as His Own.
He sees it all and He let's rain fall on the Just and Unjust.
He sees the secret. We can't see the secret in others.
But we Know them by the fruit of their lives and how they live, talk and what they love most.
We can see in the supernatural realities of truth of Who and what they are. But we don't need to point at them...but remember we could have a smote in our own eye.
No one is good or perfect. No One.
Only Abba Is.
We all need to want Him and want to need Him.
We should humble our hearts.
Our hearts should be an alter to Him and He should be the refining fire for each of us.
We can make wise decisions to stay away from others who delight to be selfish, evil motivated and horrible. We must give them to Him. And not carry what we aren't meant to carry.
No one's evil and messed up mentality, emotions and messed up delusional reasoning should become part of those Who Love And Seek Yeshua Face.
He is with us in every storm. And we can walk in peace hand and hand on the calm path on top of the storms.
He is our Way Maker. Our Life Guard. Our Peace that surpasses all understanding.
The world and rogue people can't have or even recognize it.
But they hate us anyway.
We are very precious to Abba.
Loved beyond any bounds.
Sealed and covered.
Our Johovah Nissi.
Do not forget...what He has planned for you.
He has given you Hope. A Future. He has Beautiful Plans for you every day here and all the way Home to Him and all that He has given to you as His Child and to Inherent. Forever in Joys unspeakable and full of glory.
In these last 3 years, maybe even before...I have felt time shortened. Seemingly more with each season and in each year.
Lately I have felt an anxiety about it. Because what I want to do, I can't. Only can do what I need to do. But those need to do is pushed into the night...so I can chose to make precious time with my grandchildren.
Choices have to be made in our lack of time now.
What is important?
I feel keeping home clean and tidy is important. But isn't Abba God and Children and Family and Others more important than anything else we could put first in front of them?
At the end of the day, which comes quickly now...when my husband gets ready to go to work at night, I give him my time. Then when he leaves at 9pm...I tidy and clean up.
Although throughout the short day I tend to do necessary tidying and taking care my furkids. As well as see my grandchildren. I love my little chats with Jonathan and Abby as well. I make sure to try to make spurts of time with them, if I can too.
I noticed I don't get to do crafts, crochet, and do "self" interests at all.
I reflect on this from time to time...because I loved to do them. But I sacrifice it for what's more important....Abba and Others.
Time is short. That means Life is too.
Sometimes I feel frustrated...looking at all I need to do and want to do "today" while its still today...
In my home. No matter what "Home" is.
And how fast time went by, within seemingly minutes...it has become hours gone. And I still want to do so many things. Needful things. Even my time with Abba feels shortened. Which hurts my heart because I love my time with Him in the mornings.
I long for Glory. Where eternity is and time stands still in shalom and rest.
I will choose Him and Others.
Because everything else can't compare to love, memories,
time spent with them.
We can take all that within us, in our hearts...Home to Glory.
But not everything else.
Yet we are accountable to Him in all things.
We need His Counsel, Guidance and Help.
Yet there is a very important Truth. We must be good Stewards of all things. In and to Honor our Father God.
So whatever we put our hands to, let's put our hearts into it too.
Pleasing Him, with the gift of life while we yet still live and breathe.
It is compassions and mercies of Him to each of us...
Each new morning.
Late at night when I get into my bed of faith to rest.
Even when I'm so exhausted. That is when I reflect deeply with Abba about my day. How I spent it. Did I make it count.
I am never without Him. All day long, I talk to Him. Think about Him. Pray over everything. Even things like cooking, filling big pots of water, walking across the room without falling, asking Him to help me remember things. To give me strength. Joy.
A mind and heart that is set on Him and how I should be. I ask Him to heal bad memories of trauma that may invade my mind. I give it to Him to take the memory away completely and secure the good ones. He does.
I forgive quickly and ask Him to help me not to judge other people by what harms they cause, decisions they make and how they choose to live their lives without Him.
But to just know He is God of each them too. His Word states, He knows what each person say, do, plan, think and act on to harm others and us as His Own.
He sees it all and He let's rain fall on the Just and Unjust.
He sees the secret. We can't see the secret in others.
But we Know them by the fruit of their lives and how they live, talk and what they love most.
We can see in the supernatural realities of truth of Who and what they are. But we don't need to point at them...but remember we could have a smote in our own eye.
No one is good or perfect. No One.
Only Abba Is.
We all need to want Him and want to need Him.
We should humble our hearts.
Our hearts should be an alter to Him and He should be the refining fire for each of us.
We can make wise decisions to stay away from others who delight to be selfish, evil motivated and horrible. We must give them to Him. And not carry what we aren't meant to carry.
No one's evil and messed up mentality, emotions and messed up delusional reasoning should become part of those Who Love And Seek Yeshua Face.
He is with us in every storm. And we can walk in peace hand and hand on the calm path on top of the storms.
He is our Way Maker. Our Life Guard. Our Peace that surpasses all understanding.
The world and rogue people can't have or even recognize it.
But they hate us anyway.
We are very precious to Abba.
Loved beyond any bounds.
Sealed and covered.
Our Johovah Nissi.
Do not forget...what He has planned for you.
He has given you Hope. A Future. He has Beautiful Plans for you every day here and all the way Home to Him and all that He has given to you as His Child and to Inherent. Forever in Joys unspeakable and full of glory.
The days, hours, minutes and seconds are very short...
It is literal of the physical. GOD DID THIS.
It's for His Great purposes with His Perfect Heart toward us.
It's mercy and grace.
Press in and press on.
Count The days.
Redeem The Times.
Know The Seasons.
Do what is most important...spend time with Him, in all things and details. Do not get angry on what you just can't get done or do, like you used to. Or the sleep that seems so short now.
Praise God instead and for the good things and give Him thanks.
Counting the days and discerning the seasons.
You are being held close to Him. So close you can hear Him whisper in a loud, chaotic world.
And while in His arms...everything is made right and good for you. He loves you so much.
Love you all, Kimberly Wenrich days, hours, minutes and seconds are very short...
It is literal of the physical. GOD DID THIS.
It's for His Great purposes with His Perfect Heart toward us.
It's mercy and grace.
Press in and press on.
Count The days.
Redeem The Times.
Know The Seasons.
Do what is most important...spend time with Him, in all things and details. Do not get angry on what you just can't get done or do, like you used to. Or the sleep that seems so short now.
Praise God instead and for the good things and give Him thanks.
Counting the days and discerning the seasons.
You are being held close to Him. So close you can hear Him whisper in a loud, chaotic world.
And while in His arms...everything is made right and good for you. He loves you so much.
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