O Taste and See That Adonai Is Good -Psalm 34:8

Shalom Beloveds. I have been in deep thinking in my heart. I think about Yeshua so much. He is my Always and Forever.  I know Him well. And I think often of all the personal moments we have together. I am that person, that walks with Him and talks with Him and I often say, “Did not my heart burn within me, when He spoke...when He is near me...” Yes my heart burns. But not in a hurtful way. It’s His Love. It’s is His Care. His Profoundness of Realities that are the True Realities in my life.  I am changed from glory to glory. In so many ways. Because of Him. There is no better King, Savior, and Love than Him.  He hears my every sigh, thought in my heart. That’s how much He loves.  He takes care of all the details of my life, since before my birth.  That’s how much He loves.  He sets His eyes upon me and calls me His own.  Tells me, Be Still and Know Me.   And I am captivated.  He is so worthy to be captivated by.  He love you so much...

There was a moment when Moses had the nerve to ask God what his name is. God was gracious enough to answer, and the name he gave is recorded in the original Hebrew as YHWH. Over time we’ve arbitrarily added an “a” and an “e” in there to get YaHWeH, presumably because we have a preference for vowels.  But scholars and Rabi’s have noted that the letters YHWH represent breathing sounds, or aspirated consonants. When pronounced without intervening vowels, it actually sounds like breathing.  YH (inhale): WH (exhale).  So a baby’s first cry, his first breath, speaks the name of God.  A deep sigh calls His name – or a groan or gasp that is too heavy for mere words.  Even an atheist would speak His name, unaware that their very breathe is giving constant acknowledgment to God.  Likewise, a person leaves this earth with their last breath, when God’s name is no longer filing their lungs.  So when I can’t utter anything else, is my cry calling out His name? Being...

Yeshua, I ask that You bring me so close. Closer than ever,   so I can know Your heart.  Closer than the breath I breathe.  I want to know You and Your Love like I have never experienced before.  Take me to the depths of You only You can do.  Change me. Break me open before Your eyes.  See me. Look deep within my soul.  Tell me things I've never heard before.  Things that are only from Your heart to my heart.  Make it all grow beautifully inside me.  Cause me to be a sweet aroma unto You.  All because of Your Love.  It's Your Love that is so beautiful. Take my hand. Walk with me to Your Holy Mountian.  Tell me stories I have never heard before.  When we get there, to Your Mountian, take me to Your fountian of Living Water. Draw water for me to drink from the cup of Your hand.  Seal my forehead with Kiss.  And keep Your gaze upon me.  For I long to see Your face always.  Oh how I love You....

I have something to tell you...it is wonderful... I'm better at telling you inspiration encouraging things mixed in with the down times.  Because of God and His goodness.  You know we are suffering greatly. It is kindof weird though.    I don't know a better word to say than, weird.  It does come in waves...every week of waves of 3.  It's awful....but this morning....this Wave overtook me.   Me...not my husband.  He became my pillar.  God is good like this...because as husband and wife we are one in flesh and spirit....I have his rib inside my body as a plus one of my ribs. God did that for us all.   When one is down, the other is not and lifts or holds the other.  Women are the weaker vessel of the man...hence why we are all created as He has created us.  And still be one.  It's a beautiful thing when you ponder it.  No man was every meant to be Alone.  Therfore, He created the perfect helpmate. ...

On Jan. 30, 2023. Monday In the morning I woke at 7 am. I had a dream from Abba before I woke. It was full of details, mysteries, profound truths and symbolism.  But not all can be written out for you. Some things are without words, but only understanding.  I can't write it all out. It would be to long for you to read too. I think some of it, was also personal, not to tell. Because I saw many of those I know in this dream. Many family and friends that were in it.  (It wasn't a good thing for some of them) The other morning I was reading Abba's Word.  A Parable Yeshua told, in Matthew 22. (His Word is The Only Book That Is Alive and Has Breath) The Parable of the... Invitation to the Wedding Feast I read it again before writing this.  It would be good if you to also read it, after or before you read this dream. Or either way.  I received even more understanding reading it again, after the dream. Maybe you will too.  But first I want to tell you, afte...

I was just thinking of the beauty of our Lord Most High. He is so personal and desires a intimate relationship with us.  When He crated Adam and Eve...they were in the most beautiful garden. The most incredible Garden that Abba ever created on earth. We probably can’t even imagine the beauty, the peace, the life in it. The plants, trees, flowers and beautiful creatures of the land and air that dwelled among them. Probably clear ponds and waterfalls. Lush, soft green grass. I’m sure Abba did not forget one beautiful touch when He created the Garden that they dwelled in.  Every evening...in the cool of every evening...Abba came to walk with them. Talk with them. Share time together and demonstrated a purest most loving Father relationship with them. How many evenings do you think this was...until they fell into disobedience. Maybe years and years and years. Maybe.  But He did not stop dwelling with them. He loved them so much. Even though the could not dwell in the Garden a...

It is the glory of Yah to demonstrate His Holy Magnificent Love and Care to us through Angels. They are dispatched to us through the Word of His mouth. For so many purposes. I’ve seen and experienced more than quite a few. I’ve seen all sizes and all kinds of different ones that do different things. Whenever I have and still see them...I know their purpose. I do not worship them. I do not make them an idol. I do not set my affections or prayers to them. I only set my affections, worship, prayer on our Father.  I remember the very first time I saw an Angel. It was right after I gave my heart and life to Yeshua.  I was 15. It was August. I stopped running the streets all the time and doing wrong things. So I was at home. I decided to sleep on our couch, one night instead of my bedroom. I don’t remember why.  It’s not something I normally did. I laid down and started to talk to Abba.  I loved talking to Him before I fell asleep. I would always sleep with my Bible too. I...